Date: 2025-08-25 06:02 pm (UTC)
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[ it's an enamoring performance as always, to her. bereft of anything but black and white, the only thing necessary for those considered cogs in a grander machine, it... and its player represent the very color elijah had always sought to find, had tried her best to see, even if such splender wasn't meant for her eyes.

the warm, autumnal colors of fall. the gentle pluck of each note like a rice seedling being planted (how are they planted? where? is it like a flower, or something else?). the length of the song almost mimicking the months that pass by, the time spent waiting for stalks to shoot up and plants to fruit, how each week steadily grows his own feelings towards the intended until the time they may reunite (a person? the place?). it makes her own heart ache a little, thinking of how elijah had intended to return too, how to anyone else she'd turned her back on everything and everyone she knew to-- to just abandon it for some cause that couldn't matter, a madwoman who spoke nonsense in the streets.

if she were ever to return, would it feel small? would she still love it despite its flaws? it isn't her home anymore, no more than the library is elijah's, but it still pricks tears at her eyes to think about in this way. the family elijah had, the classmates she'd been apart from, the world that was so much taller than anyone would expect... than anyone could see, head cast down into their books, their ledgers, their newspapers and work.

it's a sweet, lovely song. it leaves her with a tight feeling in her throat, one she swallows as she sits quietly for him to finish -- and once he does, the final notes lingering in the air and her own heart, malkuth wipes at her eyes to discard the wetness that'd swelled. ]


Thanks. [ but it's quieter than she means it to be, clearing her throat softly to raise it a bit. ] I think that was worth a little more than dinner and a rescue, so I'll bring something sweet next time, too. Art shouldn't go underpaid when it moves the heart.

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